ikut rentak masa

salam....

well,now is my lunch time kat opis...so, i've decided not to take my lunch today since my eyes dah mcm gila mengantuk time wat kerja tdik...so at first i was decided to sleep...(time nih la kan nk cover balik tido semlm yg serasa2nya cam xcukup tuh..hehehhehe) but then bila dah dok depan pc nih bukak tenet..tiba2 tersa cm nk godek2 lak blog org len..huhu...

so the godek2s work started....and mcm2 bnda i've read thru their blogs..mcm2 cerita and information leh dapat...smpai la i terbaca 1 post from my fren nih...hehhehe...she's getting engage soon....wahhh...congrates buddy...at last kan...setelah u've been suffering for years...really glad to read her post...dh start post bju2 kwen and so forth...and for suddenly, tiba2 aku tringt diri aku lak...hmmm...bila pkir2 balik, most of my friends (yakni time skolah mahupun time degree dlu) dh kwen..or at least dh tunang...tersa cm aku sorg ja lak yg ternganga2 disini...and this time makes me want to muhasabah diri...

"relax anis...relax...bukan msa ang lg..nnt bila dah smpai time 2..sampai la...jgn duk wat kalut sgt...kun fa ya kun..ingat 2"

that's the only thing yg aku slalu ckp dlm diri aku bila aku terpikirkn ttg hal ni...tp kdang2 terpikir gak "am i too desprado in looking for my soulmate?" and somtimes dtg lg 1 soalan dari hati menanyakan "anis, are you ready to spend all of ur time with ur soulmates" and ternyata...jawapan nya is "NOPE! IM NOT READY"...yup i am not ready yet..there's a lot of things yg aku kna blaja...A LOT! and for sure once u've got married, u'll have to be very obey to ur hubby...and there will be a lot of things that u'll need to sacrifice..so for me, i would rather let the time goes with this thing...as i always said to my frens plus myself "kita ikut retak masa shj"...bila smpai masanya..insya-ALLAH..sampai la...and time tu bhagia lah dunia akhirat hendak-Nya...amin...

aish...byk lak yg sy membebel di sini...better stop now or else lg byk pembebelan yg akan berlaku...hehhehe...and there's 1more thing that i would like to share with u guys here :

"If you are living through affliction and pain, remember Allah, call out His name, and ask Him for help. Place your forehead on the ground and mention His praises, so that you can obtain true freedom. Raise your hands in supplication, and ask of Him constantly. Cling to His door, have good thoughts about Him, and wait for His help - you will then find true happiness and success" ( Aaidh ibn Abdullah al-Qarni , 2003).

this was taken from my friend's blog... :)

p/s : to my belevod besties,bff,buddy, etc..etc...HASLINDAWAHIDA HASSAN a.k.a LINDA: 'selamat bertunang'....semoga berbahagia hingga ke anak cucu...amin... :)