march

it has been such a tough month for me actually....yes..after december of 2007...MARCH... month that i've lost my very very precious dad..the one and the only day that i have in this world...he left me,us on the 19th...and 4years after my beloved mum passed away which on 2007...it happened too soon where by the time that i left him and went back to kl...he seems to be really cool with his kinda relax attitude...and even the doctor said that his blood pressure is getting back to normal and he's improved...there's a lot of things that he wish to do during his life...but then...

that morning, i just reached at my workplace...after doing some duties... i've got a phone call..and it appeared my sis's name on the screen...then i picked up the phone...on the line i heard the voice of my niece, aina is crying out loud..i asked her..what is happening...and she replied saying that "wan dah mati"...and by the time i heard those words came out from her mouth..i do felt like i want to fain... and yes...still i couldn't believe that..then i asked her to pass the phone to my sis..and it was confirmed by my sis that my dad has passed away...

It happened too soon...i just still remember the last time that i gave him medicine..the last time that i brought him to kedai...the last time we've spend time together...that i spoke and chit chatting with him..it is too soon...but i have to REDHA...the time has come...and i do believe that, he will meet my mom there...may that he rest in peace...and as a human being, as a daughter i will remain strong...insya ALLAH...

“Tiap-tiap yang bernyawa akan merasai mati, dan bahawasanya pada hari Kiamat sahajalah akan disempurnakan balasan kamu. Maka sesiapa yang dijauhkan dari neraka dan dimasukkan ke Syurga maka sesungguhnya ia telah berjaya. Dan tiadalah kehidupan di dunia ini melainkan kesenangan yang memperdayakan”. (surah Ali-Imran ayat 185)

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